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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Frustration

inner battle. no one understands you. anger. temper. people getting the wrong idea. frustrated. nothing works. hopeless. mad.

one of those days...

how can u stop urself from seeing something u never want to see with ur own eyes??


curiosity kills...




Thursday, May 24, 2007

BluRB~

all of a sudden i feel like writing tonite..so i'm gonna start writing.............:)

first of all...WELLSPRING OF LIFE is officially over~ kinda sad coz..all of us spent so much time together..basically 3 days a week...3+ hours each time....n we worked from nothing..to being SOMETHING at the end...it's quite amazing...the teamwork we put in..the effort....everything build up to what we had on May 19th which was show day...~ i find the process real meaningful and memorable...the feeling of getting prepared...doing makeup...backstage prep....dress rehearsal....everything seemed so professional and we all worked as ONE~ and i would reallllly like to thank ALL OF YOU who came out to watch my drama...it might seem like i'm just 'saying it'...but i'm not...i'm really glad all of you guys made it..n u guys came out to support me...i'm realli touched by that ~~ to have u guys pull out precious time outta ur busy schedules..i kno it's a hard thing....n for soOO many of u to do that JUST for me.....totally SPEECHLESS ~~ :') you guys are GREAT!!! Also to my FamiLy~ they were great supporters...never complained about my rehearsals...and they all came out without even thinking if they have anything to do that day~ THANK YOU!! also..to my wonderful DIRECTORS and PRODUCERS! u guys spent many more hours than us to prepare for this show! u guys are the BEST :D i gotta say this drama production realli filled me up with experience...n also LAUGHTER..n DS experience ofcourse ;) to kno that we're not gonna see eachother every other day anymore...realli gets to me :( well i guess now we get to spend more time with our friends n all :) we gotta MAKE UP for the past 3 months RIGHT?! hehehehe :) but for sure we all need to come out once in a while..ATLEAST have a DS battle..i'll hve mine ready by then...hopefully O.o hehehe~~ awwww...hopefully u guys will get to read this..

n for those of u who didn't come...MUHAHAHA u missed out 


Sunday, April 01, 2007

I'VE GOT SUNSHINNNNNEEEE~~~ ON A CLOUUUUDY DAAAY~~~

i love the weather now..I LOVE IT..!!

    "it's not too hot..not too cold...all you need is a LIGHT JACKET!!"
                                                                               -Rhode Island



Saturday, January 27, 2007

lesson learned

so! what happened.....

i was driving to school on wednesday morning..just the usuals...then after getting off queensbourough bridge..there's this lil hill thing u gotta go up..n STUPID cars alwaaaays try to budge from the left lane..so all cars kinda stay VERY CLOSE together so ppl don't budge...so..dunno what i was thinking or doing...i was moving up the hill while waiting for a red light..n while i was going up..the next thing i see is a car 2cm away from me!!!! O.o by the time i braked it was tooooo laaaateeeee!!! :( so the dude got outta the car..n asked me to turn in somewhere n we'll check it over.....

SO! we turned..n then stopped on the side..the guy exchanged information with me..even though he looked at it n thought there's nothing much on there..n i'm like..phew....n he's like..oh i'll bring the car in for service in a couple days anyway so i'll let u kno if anything...n im like...O.o ok.....*crosses fingers..please don't call me back*

and so i went to school and after i get off class...CRAP...*fone rings*

Dude: "hello! Cynthia? This is XXXXXX, the guy from the little accident thing this morning. Well u kno...i went home...cleaned the dirt out a bit...n yeah it's a bit scrubbed out near the bottom of the bumper....."

Me: "O.o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ *o...m....G!!!* umm..reallY?!?! oh noo..."

Dude: "yea.....it's not tooo visible..but i mean u kno...it's my new car n all.......so we should figure something out."

Me: "so..r u gonna bring it to the shop? Maybe try polishing it up a bit?.."

Dude: "yea..i'm gonna bring it in tomorrow..see what they say..then i'll get back to ya n see if we need to claim icbc or whatever."

Me: "ok..."

*stress metre begins..NOW*

so yeah...got pretty pissed at myself for doing that..coz it simply happened because i wasn't paying much attention to the road...kinda bugged me a whole lot...coz if it was like slipping on black ice..i can't control right..but this is just STUPID..n if the guy was nice enough..he wouldn't be sucha a bum about it...so then the next day...

Dude: "Hey Cynthia? This is XXXXXX. I brought it in to the shop..they tried to brush it off a bit..but the marks r still here..if i fix it up it'll probably cost around $300-400..."

Me: "*OH CRAAAAP!!*....umm..aww...is there really no way u can take out the marks?"

Dude: "Noo...it's pretty visible when it's under light...well this is what we'll do..either I go fix it up and it'll cost u around $300-400 bucks..or u can just pay me $100 and settle it..."

Me: "oh :O *sweeet* mmm..i'll ask my dad first i'll get back to ya..."

then me n dad kinda talked it over a bit...didn't know what we should do yet..but the guy called back a few hours later n said we either meet up on Friday..or he'll just go straight to icbc...X.x..FORCING me to pay basically!! >:( kinda made me mad for a bit..but oh well..atleast he's giving me this option...

So yeah..ended up paying him and then it's over..got him to sign a little agreement with me..n that's it..but holi mama...i was PRETTY STRESSED OUT from this...seemed like i was going through so much trouble...n my dad had to help me ask around if like the agreement thing will actually work..or like...if we should do this or not..or juz do icbc..coz that guy didn't look too friendly at first..scared that he'll be trickin' me or sth..but..turns out..he's not TOO too bad...just looks scary that's all >< n yea when i paid him he came to sfu to find me coz he lives around there..n i got Marcus to come wit me..or i'd be FREAAAKED....so yea..that was my lesson learned...........

preeetty scary i gotta say...:\ but now i will drive safer...so..$100 was kinda worth it i guess :)

 


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

no hate~~

u're not worth my time

n it's time for me to swim :)



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